My co-worker brought a tupperware container full of lettuce leaves for lunch today.
"That's what you're having for lunch?" I raised one eyebrow. I can't even count how many times she's gotten upset at me for my sparse vegetable lunches.
"I need to go grocery shopping." She said, but she looked up at me when she said it, and I immediately saw the lie in her eyes. I feel that lie on my face every day. I am that lie. I would recognize it anywhere.
She's trying to be like me.
I could drown in the guilt.
Not sure if it's the same kind of guilt.
ReplyDeleteBut my housemates are picking up on/partaking in some of my eating habits. They think I'm "healthy" oh god what have I done :S
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